Friends?

Ladies and Gents,

If you would kindly direct your attention over to the archive of this blog for me, I'd like to point something out. January has 31 days in it... I posted 13 times. February has 29 days in it... I posted 4 times. I'm really good at this blogging thing. But don't worry about it. It's now March. Which gives me a brand new month to start over. Another day, another dollar right? (I think that's the phrase...although I'm not entirely sure it means what I want it to mean right now, so let's just pretend k?) So I will try to be better.

Anyways, I'd like to point out a trend in my life that I'm not loving right now. I'm about to tell you about my love life, and this is definitely not usual so a) don't get used to it; and b) don't judge. That's the reason I get nervous to tell people about things in the first place... that and the fact that every time I tell something to someone, everything gets all messed up and stuff. If you agree to these terms, you may read on.

One word. Friends. I get caught between two friends ALL. the. time. And I honestly don't have one clue how or why it happens. If you have any ideas, let me know, because it would save me a lot of trouble.

Exhibit A. A and C. (Full names concealed for security purposes) The least serious of the cases. So I was dating A. These two were bffs. C asked me on a date. I asked A if it was okay. He said yes. I thought, "Cool, it's just a fun date with a friend, A doesn't care." He broke up with me a week later. And later he told me it was because he was upset about C "moving in on his girl." Cool.

Exhibit B. C and B (not to be confused with the first C) They were my best friends forever my senior year of high school. They're also each other's best friends since they were little. We always joked about loving each other. Obviously, neither of them did anything about it because they didn't want to ruin our little trio friendship. It was all fun and games until they started getting serious. Not gonna lie, I didn't mind either of them doing that but when best friends are doing it behind the other best friend's back, it gets a little sketchy. Then all of the sudden, B started more than ever. Then randomly, C put me on a rock and kissed me. B backed off. Then C liked some other chick so he backed off too. Double cool.

Exhibit C. Last but not least. J and S. I liked J. So I hung out with them a lot. J liked this girl. I got jealous one night and let S move in a little more than he should... S kissed me. Unexpected. I finally got that mess all cleaned up. I still liked J after, but I'm officially off limits for him now. Those actual words came out of his mouth. Super cool.

So as you can see, I have a problem. One day I just hope I can find a man who wants me, and his best friend doesn't. That'd be fun.